1. |
Very Tired
01:46
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Everybody seems
Very tired
Very mired
They're stuck in this endless mind rut
I am trying to
Break the cycle
This downward spiral
And pick myself back up again now
Generations of tough love
Generations of stuffing it down
It's no wonder I'm so angry now
Either way I gotta get better somehow
Everybody
Makes their own truth
Search and rescue
Nobody knows the hell I've been through
And it's going to
Take some more time
Correct this thoughtless crime
And claw my way back up the canyon
Generations of tough love
Generations of stuffing it down
It's no wonder I'm so angry now
Either way I gotta get better somehow
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2. |
Not Finished Yet
02:58
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Something's waking up
Something's shaping up now
Time to make a plan
Time to be my own pal
Stuck in this never ending dismay
It's time to be okay
Stuck in this pit of ungratefulness
It's time to exist
So here I go again
No this won't be how my stories gonna end
Time to get on my feet and sprint
Oh no, I'm not finished yet
Things are shaking up
Don't go taking me back
Such a hellish path
And I won't retrace my steps
Stuck in this black and this abyss
It's time to persist
Two steps away from oblivion
It's time to begin
So here I go again
No this won't be how my stories gonna end
Time to get on my feet and sprint
Oh no, I'm not finished yet
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3. |
Relearn
02:58
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Who's gonna sew
My buttons back on
Who's gonna tell me I've wronged
Like you've done before
Who's gonna lay
A hand on my leg
When I had a bad day
Well I'm sure they'll be more
Cause you, you kept me alive
Trying to come back to life
And I'm not sure how I'll repay you now
But I'd sure like to try
I wanna scream
From floor to the ceiling
For some kind of help
When no one's listening
An antidote
A little potion of hope
Something useful
At the end of my rope
But I know that don’t exist
You relearn how to live
And I don’t know how I’ll repay you now
Till then I’ll be missed
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4. |
Ones I Harmed
02:21
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Various mood fluctuations
Several random infatuations
But no distractions help for very long
I wanna help the ones I’ve harmed
I’m climbing back on the horse again
The graphic nature of where I’ve been
If there’s no us tomorrow
There’s no point in going on
I wanna help the ones I’ve harmed
I do believe
We’re both good people
Stung by life
And a hidden evil
Too hard to live
Too scared to die
Stuck somewhere in between
Barely alive
Now we both gotta calm our anger
Our world's in grave, grave danger
Maybe one day we’ll wake up
And we’ll both just laugh off
I wanna help the ones I love
I wanna help the ones I love
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5. |
Every Year
02:26
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Every year good bye, some friend
And I don’t gain one back again
Some on the east coast and some on the west
Some with the storm that came between us instead
Looking back on some
Ancient memory
And what that means now
They're just fodder for dreams
When my mind
It will allow
Every year good bye, some friend
And I don’t gain one back again
Some on the east coast and some on the west
Some with the storm that came between us instead
Walking around
Looking at houses
In my hometown
I remember the floor plans
The people are gone
And it brings me down
Cause every year good bye, some friends
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6. |
Left the Piano Behind
01:35
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7. |
Come Back to Life
02:01
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I ain’t got another summer to lose
Lost two in the blink of an eye
It's not up to me, won't get to choose
My body is the one that decides
But I wanna
Come back to life
And I wanna
Feel my body rise
Pace around the park at night
Then I couldn’t even go outside
And no one understands your plight
Two more years and you’ll be alright
But I wanna
Feel human again
Fit for
Human circulation
And I won’t say can’t
I won’t go on like that
Go on like that
Go on like that
Go on like that
But I wanna
Come back to life
And I wanna
Feel my body rise
But I wanna
Feel human again
Fit for
Human circulation
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8. |
Former Being
02:03
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There’s a place that I used to go
Where my mind got real slow
Now I do not know where to go
There’s a place that is seldom seen
With all the goods of a pleasant dream
Now I do not know how to be
So have you felt suffering?
All the sorrow the world could bring
It's teaching me how to grieve
But what am I really grieving?
The death of my former being
It’s time to open my eyes and see
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9. |
Age of Anxiety
02:44
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I think I now know the hardest thing in this age of anxiety
It’s waking up every day and living chemical free
I often ask myself what’s the point in even going on
Because I know that you’d miss me too if I were really gone
I guess I wanna appreciate a sunny day
I wanna be in control of my own body
I guess there’s something deeply ingrained
That knows I wasn’t like this before
I wanna be excited about some plans
I wanna go to some concerts again
My perspective needs to be reframed
To understand that living ain’t a chore
Certain days it’s still a marathon reaching my bedtime
If I do hit 100% I hope the world’s not already destroyed
I can’t ignore all the violence I see even if I try
Gotta unplug form everything, prefer to live in silence
I guess I wanna appreciate a sunny day
I wanna feel in control of my own body
I guess there’s something deeply ingrained
That knows I wasn’t like this before
I wanna be excited about some plans
I wanna go to some concerts again
My perspective needs to be reframed
To understand that living ain’t such a chore
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10. |
Riding the Waves
02:24
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11. |
Becoming
02:34
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What if I could go back and fix a mistake
I know exactly what I’d change
I’d go back in time to 2017
And learn to cope with the adult grief
And I was, I was
Medicated 8 years long
Don’t know that person
Anymore
But I know who I’d like to become
I remember standing in front of the class
My vision blocked by invisible glass
Walked the halls with head ducked down
It used to work and then it sent me hell
And I was, I was
Medicated 8 years long
Don’t know that person
Anymore
But I know who I’d like to become
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