1. |
Walks
02:14
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Wanna take a walk outside
Wanna be amongst the trees
No I will not be confined
And I'm one with the soil and the breeze
And I don't care
Where I'm going now
Walk around the town aimlessly
Been here before
Yeah I tread this path
As prescribed, now the aftermath
Cause I'm feeling like a child
Cool washcloth on my head
Some call it being reborn
I call it misery instead
It's a process
I didn't ask for
Wouldn't wish it on an enemy
Just another day
Then a month goes by
Still moving but I'm dead inside
I wanna feel alive
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2. |
Chemicals
02:18
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All systems set to go inside my mind
But there's no chemicals in sight
And there's nothing coming down the line
All that's left is doom and doubt and fear and fright
And waking up in the night
And begging that I don't die
I used to like my home
Used to like being here alone
Now I pace while I'm on the phone
Most the time
A shot of adrenaline
and that cortisol rushes through me
It's a shower penitentiary
All my thoughts won't let me be
Nothing in the cabinet now
There's nothing left to reach for
Better take a walk to the store
I don't recognize my face in the mirror anymore
I used to like my home
Used to like being here alone
Now I pace while I'm on the phone
Most the time
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3. |
Medicines
02:10
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I'm a lost soul
Bathed in fire tonight
It's all about coping
And keeping things in stride
The siren worlds
That I create in my dreams
I don't want to wake up
And face reality
And I never knew
How hard a life could be
Then I took a little medicine
And I sank into the sea
Into the sea
Yeah they fooled me
I visualize times
When I felt more happy
Shooting a basketball
And drinking endlessly
Now all I can do
Is try to breathe more deeply
And walk around the town
Until I have hurt my feet
And I never knew
How hard a life could be
Then I took a little medicine
And I sank into the sea
Into the sea
Yeah they fooled me
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4. |
Drives
02:03
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Somewhere inside me
There's still a heart
I can feel it
When I take my daughter on a walk
Now I hate being inside
Think I'll go on another drive
Makes me less angry
Makes me feel like I might survive
It gets better in time
That's what I've been told
But I'm damn impatient
Because the feelings get old
Somewhere inside me
Is innate goodness
I can feel it
When I give my daughter a good night kiss
Now I hate being inside
Think I'll go on another drive
Makes me less anxious
Makes me feel like I might survive
It gets better in time
That's what I've been told
But I'm damn impatient
Because the healing gets old
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5. |
Haunts
03:03
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This place is gonna haunt me now
This place is gonna haunt me now
Not in my dreams
But in the waking hours
It screams out loud
And kills my town
This place is gonna haunt me now
This place is gonna haunt me now
A yellow house
Brown trim that goes around
It makes me shout
Magnifies my doubt
Someone else lives there now
No it is not our house
Mountains form a backdrop across the street
The last few years there
It didn't look real to me
No it didn't look real
This place is gonna haunt me now
This place is gonna haunt me now
Not in my dreams
But in the waking hours
It screams out loud
And kills my town
This place is gonna haunt me now
This place is gonna haunt me now
A yellow house
Brown trim that goes around
It makes me shout
Magnifies my doubt
So like a child, I fled
While I was successful
It sure didn't feel like it
Now I wonder if I made a mistake
I was not well
My body it craved change
Yeah my body craved a change
This place is gonna haunt me now
This place is gonna haunt me now
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6. |
Seasons
02:10
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Could do without the winter here
Could do without the pain
Could do without the feeling like I'm
Clinically insane
For six days and for seven nights
It was snowing, we were trapped inside
I thought I was gonna lose my mind
So I just shoveled the sidewalk a hundred times
Spring arrived and nothing changed
Summer more of the same
Fall resolved, a different pain
And now I'm feeling more estranged
The changes are subtle and slow
It gets harder the longer it goes
And then you get a little window
And all of a sudden the door slams closed
The process will steal your soul
You lose God and you gain the devil
And then you get a little window
And all of a sudden the door slams closed
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7. |
Animals
02:37
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I could be on a beach somewhere
Warm breeze blowing through my hair
What would it matter?
It wouldn't matter much at all
I could win the lottery
I could have that money for free
What would it matter?
It wouldn't matter much at all
Cause something ain't right
Feeling like an animal inside
Feeling like I lost my sense of time
These memories aren't mine
I think they belong to another guy
Someone else's child
I could back up my bags and go
I could drive to the golden coast
What would it matter?
It wouldn't matter much at all
I could get down on my knees and beg
I could ask for some better days
What would it matter?
It wouldn't matter much at all
Cause something ain't right
Feeling like an animal inside
Feeling like I lost my sense of time
These memories aren't mine
I think they belong to another guy
Someone else's child
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8. |
Thoughts
02:01
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The woods are quiet
Deep and dark
And just that thought
Can tear my mind apart
Used to like the movies
Used to like the stories
Now the movies
Only horrify me
These are my thoughts
Cannot help it if I think them or not
These are my thoughts
Cannot help it if I think them or not
Or not or not or not or not
I don't want another
mental storm
I don't want to be here
anymore
Everything's a weapon
Everything's a burden
And I wonder if it's
Never-ending
These are my thoughts
Cannot help it if I think them or not
These are my thoughts
Cannot help it if I think them or not
Or not or not or not or not
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9. |
Mirrors
02:14
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I just wanna sleep
And feel something for the person by me
When I open my eyes
It's a flurry, I feel flustered inside
Now when I look into the mirror every day
I guess that I look the same
But that's not how I"m feeling inside
I try desperately
To escape my pain
These fluorescent lights
My vision's blurry, I feel buried alive
I'm a burden now
I'm really sorry this is how life worked out
Now when I look into the mirror every day
I guess that I look the same
But that's not how I"m feeling inside
I try desperately
To escape my brain
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10. |
Worlds
01:30
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Take my place
amongst the walking dead
Ruined my head
trying to fix my head
The world won't stop
The world keeps going
When you've been robbed
And you can't show it
Nothing in the cabinet now
There is no easy fix
The only way trough is through
There is no magic bullet
The world won't stop
The world keeps going
When you've been robbed
And you can't show it
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